Monday, November 24, 2003

Holy shit - I totally forgot about my blog. Well not really...
I actually got some bad feedback about keeping a blog from my coach at the time (now she probably has her own blog!).

Life is pretty cool right now. A state of constant development that is finally feeling OK by me. I'm kind of hoping that A) - I have the worst behind me or B) - I now have the resolve needed to take any insight thrown at me.

So here is where I am right now:
The Dad situation - After really trying hard to get together and closer with my Dad

Which ties in to my goal to strengthen my family.

I am losing my capitalistic virginity or rather naivity. Reading "Rich Dad, Poor Dad"(ironic) and getting hip to the fact that the capitalistic model is just one huge and complex Pyramid game.
There is no way of being a part of it and

Which brings me to Ethics and Morality - a constant "back burner" focus right now. Saw the movie Dogville last night which I recommend for anyone who is serious about their soul searching in this area. It was for me a tale and od to the need or absolut neccessity of a subjective morality, integrity and boundaries. But also something else... Something disturbing that I haven't quite gotten to the bottom of yet

Consequence - which will need further definition - is also a great need and a focus that has been a natural part of my development since a hung over day at the beach in Juan les Pins this summer. And one that I feel proud of as it is one of the traits of a true leader, and with it I will always be proud of myself.
So what is it?

I'm back in Danmark which is also OK for the time being